Slowly getting used to the idea that I don't need to be perfect and at the same time, forgiving myself for being exhausted by the games my little Ka* is up to these days, I have decided to post little stories of my daily endeavours rather than not writing at all or waiting for some - so far unidentified - muse to kiss me.
I got up this morning (OK - late morning) with the intention of washing my hair and therefore, I took off my watch and laid it.... somewhere. Then I couldn't really face washing my hair but neither could I remember where I put my watch. Which actually is waterproof so no need to take it off in the first place.
I had coffee and was looking forward to seeing my therapist which I hadn't seen for two weeks (or so I thought). We had just switched the meetings from weekly to bi-weekly so the hours approved by my insurance could be stretched a little. When she opened the door she looked surprised somehow but greeted me with her usual friendly smile. Then she picked up her schedule and said haltingly: "I wasn't really expecting you today." And I was like.....ooops!
However, being the empathic person she is and because she had some time she gave me thirty minutes to vent.
Interestingly enough I ended up telling her about all the good things that are happening right now and when I started to walk home, the sun had come out, shining brightly upon my unwashed head.
*Ka is what I have christened my depression because it reminds me of the junglebook character in her ways and means.
*Ka is what I have christened my depression because it reminds me of the junglebook character in her ways and means.
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